Nocturne fun fair.

RL / SL

October 2011

Narcissus

Mood

" When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away... "

By the way... I'm going blonde... I think.

You've been fugged!

Snap

Yeah, I don't have anything to say about that, just took a snap at my face and posted it. Why? Because I felt like it...

Toilet bowl?

I was perusing through march edition of the Second Style magazine when I stumbled across a picture that just made me stop : a bathroom with a toilet bowl! Don't get me wrong, I'm human, I use these in real life, just like everyone else, and the one displayed on the picture is actually really well made and all but... seriously? Who's ever gonna log in SL and decide to sit on this? Can you think of anything more useless in SL?

;-P

Cloverfield

So this is my latest creation, Cloverfield. It will be released this weekend... 

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Can't get rid of this...

Things I do...

• Worry about Japan
• Watch Enterprise ( ❤ Scott Bakula)
• Think that I should do some house cleaning
• Hang out on SL
• Wait for JJ to call
• Think about JJ
• Smoke
• Feel sorry for myself
• Feel happy
• Wonder what I'm going to wear
• ...

Coppelia

Crazy places...

Happy What?

I've never liked Valentine's day. Ever. Even with a boyfriend, or a husband, I've always thought it's a stupid holiday. If you need the TV to remind you to show your love, there's not much love to show in the first place, imho. Still, I would have loved to spend the evening with the man I love, have a nice meal in that thai restaurant we used to go to, and maybe end the evening in his arms. Wait, I want to do that everyday. Maybe not the thai restaurant, my banker wouldn't agree, but the evening meal, and the falling asleep in his arms, most definitely. 

I am ready

It's not a habit, It's cool, I feel alive...

Adrenalin. In my veins. For the first time in a long long time I've let go. I've decided to let someone other than myself be responsible for my happiness. It's scary, very much so, and exciting too. But most of all, scary. For the past year or so, I was a Vulcan. I'd repressed my feelings, and it was ok, I think. I probably needed all that time to heal. The scar will remain, but I know now that I can survive pretty much everything. I may fall again. Actually I shall fall again. Eventually. But I have friends, I know it, who will be there to help me get back on my feet and resume the journey. That's what friends are for.

He feels right. He just does. It took me a while to see it, and that long period of uncertainty might be my downfall, but I'm ready to face whatever comes next. With him. Or without. Preferably with. But that, my friends, isn't up to me anymore. And as scary as it might be, I think it's a good thing.

Sunday

 Boy I want him there

(Over, under everywhere)

I want him there

(Getting tangled in my hair)