dimanche 1 novembre 2009

Leaving home

Sometimes, when you lose a friend, life is just too hard to bear. It seems like the world is coming to an end, and you need to move on, otherwise you'll just end up buried with the lost... I left Avilion yesterday, I stripped myself of all the titles I had rightfully earned, and the one I should have earned but never was given to me. It's funny how easy it is to untick a box... I'm surprised no one ever managed to do it the other way round. You put in time and investment, and you think people will notice. But they don't, they break you and insult you instead.
To whom it may concern, if you ever read this, I am not scared of you anymore. I am a good person, loyal to those who deserve it, I know what I'm worth, I am a successful young woman and luckily I have other things in my life that a computer and a pixelated world.
I have tried hard to find it in my heart to forgive you for the way you treated me. I just can't. Now I'm moving on. And it's your loss.